9 Years


I didn’t post about this Tuesday because I honestly don’t think she would have wanted me to. But Tuesday, our Anniversary, was also the 9 year anniversary of losing my Mom. It’s so crazy to think! She was my best friend and the person (other than Matt) I was closest to and knew the most about me. But now there’s so much she doesn’t know. She barely knew me as a Mother (that’s baby Lilli with her about a month before she passed). Life has changed so much but then again pictures like this make me remember she lives on. I’ll always have her smile. And everyone that knew her and knows me now says our personalities are so alike too. I know she’s watching but I sure do wish I could call her sometimes like I used to everyday. I have a zillion questions and even 9 years later I miss that Mother’s love. I know there are lots of people that love me but none like that. A mother’s love is something different. But she taught me that “love is a verb” and “actions speak louder than words” and I’m passing that on to our girls. I miss you Mom... until we meet again. 

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